Updates

I haven't posted anything for like....ever. haha anyway I truckload of things happened for the past few weeks. I'm jus gonna record whatever I can remember.
Went to the leadership training camp during the break, that was really better than I thought. Exco is very nice, really. They are all nice people.
Learnt to live above the line, equipped with a pink bubble, learnt to do the write thing. haha a lot of positive thinking and shareing and all those crap. It was really enriching. Really.
The most important thing is.....I bought a PSP!!! can u beat that!!!! PSP rocks ok. I watched like one million show on my PSP. The games are fantastic. Everything rocks!!!! It's slick, it's all-in-one, it's pretty, it's expensive, it's worth the money, it's half-sponsored by Khengz, it's being used everything, it's just simply good. THE BEST.

Woke up at the RIGHT side of the bed today. The moment I open my eyes I feel so good. Simply good. I feel loved. I feel positive. I feel smart. I feel lazy. I feel sleepy. Did project until 730am and can't imagine I slept FOR THE WHOLE BLOODY DAY. It's soooooooooooooooooo good to sleep. Haven't been able to slack like this for so long. It's refreshing. My flat battery is finally charged. I feel all geared up again! :) Today is a good day.

Today is also the 6th year I've been to this amazing land. Somewhere I don't belong. I'll never belong. Well don't wanna comment on the goods and the bads. It's never ending. Just wanna say I'm greatful for what I have now. For everything that I was given. For being able to be with Khengz everyday. I realise that I have to be with him. I just have to. It's spiritual. It's therapeutic. He's kinda like a support that I can always lean on. Well almost always. All I need is a simple hug and I feel that I can conquered the whole world. All I need is for him to be there with me. Gosh I love Khengz. I do. I complain and I got sad and I doubt but I definitely love him. I do. And I know he loves me too, in a different way. And I have to accept that we're different.

Today is a good day. :) I hope tomorrow will be as well. And the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after the day after tomorrow, and the day after the dat after the day after............