I'm loving Jesus more and more

Today's sermon was really good. NCC's sermons are really really fantastic. Never did I once fall asleep. haha....Love the worship too. Ever since I went "astray", I really treasure every moment when I can be with other believers and worship God. It never fails to move me when I can lay down all my sorrows and burdens to just worship the Lord. The joy is unexplainable.

Anyway, I really need to blog this in case I forget. Today's sermon Pastor said something really meaningful. I shall just write in bullets 'cos its 1am and I need to sleep ya.
1. Even when Adam and Eve "ordered" sin, God pay the price. What else would He not pay for?
2. Solomon asked for wisdom when God asked. What would I asked for?
I just wanna be God's favourite child. To have all the love and attention from Him. To have Him embrace me and give me all the protection I need. I don't want to have the wants for money or fame. I just wanna have the needs and wants for God.
3. Men by ourselves do not have any value. It is God's love for us that makes us valuable.

改革型（理性正直，力求完美）
您是負責、獨立和以超高標準勤奮工作的人。您嚴肅地面對生命，顯現出急躁、緊張、愛評判、控制、自以為是，以及難以克制地追求完美。您對批評相當敏感，批判自己之嚴厲更勝於別人。而且難以接受稱讚或承認自己的成就。您總是想把事情做好，並讓人喜愛。因些在銳利的外表之下，卻顯現出鬱鬱寡歡。
優點：您不會原地踏步，不斷努力改進事物，那怕是一件永無終止或不被感謝的任務，您都會為此負起責任。
缺點：無論是對行為或環境，您經常顯現出控制的情況，而當事情出錯時，您更可能會怪責別人。
愛情：當開始接觸親密關係之後，您會有退縮的傾向。要看清楚對方是否看重這段感情，以及此人是否值得交往，您才會繼續保持連繫。
您渴望關係，卻難以相住伴侶。害怕對方比自己更具吸引力，更有智慧或更被喜愛。妒忌之火便開始燃燒，而當您被拒絕時，更會產生無法設想的憤怒之火。「在聚會中，如果我的伴侶走過我的面前去找別人，我會對他生氣，憎恨那個和他談話的人。這種憎恨感會堆積起來，我會拿自己和任何跟他講話的異性比較。」
安定方位：活躍型在安定的狀態下您會放開拘謹，允許自己在安定中放鬆，讓自己打破規則、追求知識和想像未來的選擇。
壓力方位：自我型當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會把焦點轉向關係或情緒，以及不被愛的感受，因此您會變得沮喪，感覺自己一無是處，甚至相信自己永遠做不好，生命毫無意義等。
建意：注意您使用「對、錯」這類字眼的思想。學習讓自己犯點小錯而不帶責備。允許遊戲和玩樂存在於您的生活之中
最渴望：事事完美，零缺點最恐懼：受良心責備，遭他人譴責最難達到的美德：祥和 (Serenity)最難克服的執念：怨恨 (Resentment)