They keep saying that we're together for so long that everything become habitual, even my feelings for you. That's why I complain all the time.

But I know firmly how I feel towards this relationship. My love for you is so intense that it is almost tangible. I complain so much cos...I'm selfish...I guess somehow, deep inside, I want something in return. I'm not God.

But seeing you work so hard, I really can't complain anymore. My heart ached when I saw you alighting at the SBS bus stop after tuition, when I was going out for supper. Only then did I realise how selfish I was, to even take away the time you have for yourself.

I guess the fear of losing you is always there. I can almost feel it all over again, just like the previus time. That's another reason why I need to see you, to get some reassurance, to know that you're working so hard for not only you, but us.

I'm not perfect, far from it in fact. But God will see us through.